AND one seems to see the real issues here but myself. If I believed Shayne was doing this of her own free will, then I would want to find out why. As there was no conflict between her and me. Obviously, I believe she is under the thumb of other persons. For instance I am hearing on the TV now about three school children in Japan who were recently beheaded. Just as I was writing you, this news started blasting loudly from the TV. Now there is news about teenage girls being shot, etc. I wonder if the TV is trying to talk to me. My own situation is one for the Guiness Book of records too. The truth about what happens can seldom be told. The victims cannot always behave as they should, because they are not free. And the people doing the crimes, we all know who they are, but they can never be bought to justice. And to verify this, some person just said this on TV, as if to echo my own sentiments. My point is, that criminals are helped when friends desert you in troubled times. And the criminals are usually based within large support groups, they hide behind the petticoats of the respectable citizens.Well for all it's worth, I walked to the Police office tonight and reported my concerns, in the hopes of preventing a disaster, if it is not too late. Just living indefinitely without hearing another word from someone is a true hell and not acceptable. I could wait another two months. Maybe she would turn up. Or maybe she wouldn't. How could I know. I just don't know that she is okay, because I haven't seen her with my own eyes and voices can be imitated. My common sense tells me, she ought to care about gifts, money, her education, police, etc. To messages of this sort, we have received no answer. So, I must kick the dust from my feet and say simply that to me it is outrageous. And it is even more outrageous to think a person would behave like that on his own free will. I focus on the fact that Shayne wasn't at work tonight, because of the conversation I reported to you in another email. And tso I know, everyone is only talking to a voice. And if she is the person behind that voice, no one really knows.I also know she has lived in an unusual environment, one that ravaged my normal looks and broke every bone in my body. So I can't blame her for however she turned out. It is pitiful that the norm for civilized or decent seems to have disappeared for such a large portion of the world. The food we eat is indecent. The quality of life we have is indecent. Every day it gets more indecent all over the world but few people seem to see that. The rest of the people are so tough, so well prepared for this indecent world.