Don't misunderstand me,I didn't say I believe Shayne is Okay. On the contrary. What I said was that, anyone could look at me and see that I am not in the position to be able to help anyone. Possibly, she sees that I am not one who is powerful enough to help her. People fall into tremendous hells. This situation is completely intolerable and wrong. I have stressed over and over how normal the conversations are when I see her in person, although for very short periods. And I have stated how the things she intended to do at those times have not been followed up on, even when they are things that have great bearing on her welfare. Messages that I leave her over the phone apparently don't reach her. The communication is unreliable and is probably tapped by the people, who plague my life all the time. I see this hell as torment designed to crush my spirit when little else normally could. I mind my own business. I never go out, because I can't and always did mind my own business. This group that travels around the world, demonstrating, stalking, following, interfering is the cause of my hell. They are still on the job. Sometimes I hear some reference to them by others: For instance, I heard the news that someone was possibly pushed overboard of a cruise ship and on that day, the people on the ship were particularly rowdy and noisy. Everytime I have been attacked on spot, there have been rowdy crowds of strangers partying in the building. So I thought, possibly that person was stalked and pursued just like me and while he was suffering, they were making loud noises? When a (Russian-like) government premier was pushed off his chair by crowds of people pushing into the parlement one day and he was never heard of again, I said, it is the same group that persecutes me all the time. They are a power unto themselves and they have taken over the whole world or will in a short amount of time. Well, the real reason I write is to thank you for the box, which arrived today. I can hear the popcorn rattling inside but I have decided to wait a day before opening it. Thank you very much for whatever you sent. I will see tomorrow what it is. Thank the people for their invitations to Shayne. One of the things I wanted to discuss with her was a possible visit to the U.S. But I haven't been able to see her at all. She hasn't even seen the photo album on CD ROM. I was also preparing an application to one of the opportunities in the brochure you sent, but I can't get information from her to answer some of the questions, because I can't reach her. Obviously, soon I will probably have to approach the police or take some drastic measures to see if she is okay. Xmas is coming and this is the hell I have to be in. Well, take care.